For years I wrote because I didn't know how to speak. These pages hold every quiet battle, every fear, every moment I thought I wouldn't survive and the days I somehow did. This book is a few years of my personal diary , years shaped by depression, self harm thoughts, trauma and emotional storms I never thought I'd navigate. This is my diary. My darkness. My healing.

One small step for a woman, one giant leap for Ezron. The revolution has started its march.

The crown prince of an undead kingdom denounces his claim to the throne, and flees to the abyssal wilderness to be a lonesome wanderer for all time. That is until he rescues a terrified human girl who has unfortunately stumbled into his world of eternal darkness and inverted life. Desperate for companionship, and out of the goodness of his heart, he offers her his protection until she can safely return to the living world. But the longer she's with him, the harder the thought of letting her go becomes... ***WARNING*** This book is intended for 18+ readers. It contains lots of explicit smutty sex scenes, mature language, suicidal intentions, mild drug use, extreme violence, and gore.

His loyalty to his king would condemn him to guard the woman he loves, but never truly have her. Song Min worked hard for years to become the best, aiming to get a position no woman in her kingdom had held before, but it all withered the day she got drafted to enter the palace, not as a scholar, not as a worker, but as one of the king’s five hundred women. Her body belonged to His Majesty, but her heart belonged to the man behind him, the king’s most trusted royal guard.

(#3) War is on the horizon. Juniper is fleeing for her life, and the Warlord is marching for his. They both know what fate lies ahead of the tragic lovers; for either of them to survive, the other has to die. It is a tumultuous time to be alive; the Darkness that sweeps across the Edredian World is one that has never been seen before, and nigh is the time for everyone to make a stand.

For eighteen years, Vespera has believed that loneliness was her home. In a world that never truly wanted her, she has learned to endure silence and distrust the warmth of others. But when one night shatters everything she knows, two strangers lead her into Elindros — a realm where memory and magic, life and death intertwine. There, she discovers the truth: she is the vessel of an ancient being, the Sonatius Mortaeda, the entity that embodies death itself. Yet the gift of such power is a curse. To the people of Elindros, Vespera is nothing more than an instrument of destiny — a pawn in a game whose rules she cannot see. With every step, she sinks deeper into a web of lies, fate, and betrayal. Torn between the longing to belong and the fear of losing herself, Vespera must decide which path to follow: the light she has never trusted — or the darkness that feels like home.

An arranged marriage between an alien King and a fiery Human. What could possibly go wrong?

Kira, a NASA scientist, is teleported to a planet that has no women. When she's saved by an alien that thinks she's a boy with deformations, she fights to keep both herself and secret alive.

Achtzehn Jahre lang hat Vespera geglaubt, die Einsamkeit sei ihr Zuhause. In einer Welt, die sie nie wirklich wollte, hat sie gelernt, Stille zu ertragen und Vertrauen zu meiden. Doch als eine einzige Nacht alles zerstört, was sie kennt, wird sie von zwei Fremden in das Reich Elindros geführt — einen Ort, an dem Magie und Erinnerung, Leben und Tod miteinander verwoben sind. Dort erfährt sie, dass sie das Gefäß eines uralten Wesens ist: des Sonatius Mortaeda, der seit Jahrhunderten über die Seelen Elindros’ wacht. Doch das Geschenk der Macht ist ein Fluch. In den Augen der Elindine ist Vespera nicht mehr als ein Werkzeug — eine Figur in einem Spiel, dessen Regeln sie nicht versteht. Jeder Schritt führt sie tiefer in das Netz aus Lügen, Bestimmung und Verrat. Zerrissen zwischen der Sehnsucht nach Zugehörigkeit und der Angst, sich selbst zu verlieren, muss Vespera entscheiden, welchem Pfad sie folgt. Dem Licht, das sie nie vertraut hat — oder der Dunkelheit, die sie heimlich versteht.

Riley Steele, a 26 year old omega, is ready to do whatever it takes to get accepted into a special unit in the army full of alphas, and the people standing in his way are not shy to take advantage of that. With no choice but to accept the abuse, Riley's wish comes true, and he is finally allowed to join Tactical Team 07 with a promise his life will always be hell, and the people he should be most afraid of are not the domestic terrorists trying to bring back the good old ages when omegas had less rights than tablespoons. No... It's his allies he needs to be afraid of. But maybe this team, TT-07, is different. Maybe these alphas don't mind fighting with an omega. Maybe they don't see him as fair game, a toy to use. Maybe his new partner, a grumpy older alpha, Reid Bishop, doesn't actually hate his guts like it first seems. Maybe he has found his family in this team. Maybe they see him as their brother, as equal. But it is certain there are people who hate to see a strong, skilled omega in their precious elite alpha army, and will do whatever it takes to ruin him and break his spirit. Trigger Warnings: Violence, Blood, Death, Non-consensual sex (non-graphic) Ream subscribers will get more goodies from early access to additional chapters, plenty of smut scenes, art, and even more! Link in my profile!

[COMPLETED ON WATTPAD] BOOK TWO of the LACKING HUMANITY SERIES * * * * * * The new year will bring much more to the freshly mated she-wolf, which will include new friends and allies, a long-awaited bear hunt, and of course--Helping wolves find their mates. However, internal enemies will rise up, and the question of Sage's heritage will be answered. But it will only unlock more questions. * * * Lacking Humanity: Mystic Grimm (Book Two) 190,000 to 200,000 words 59 Chapters Total

A long-stemmed epilogue, a blossoming excerpt, petals of one shots and leaves of side stories―this ever-changing, ever-growing bouquet carries with it the fragrance of tales hidden within a secret garden. Come sit in the shade and listen to the birds sing while you read and enjoy a cup of tea. Perhaps you'll find the comfort of a familiar melody or hear the strains of a new tune.

Can she love a monster?

"Art is to be seen, not touched." His breath curled next to my ear. "But I'd do anything to touch you." "Are you saying I'm art?" My heart knew no limit as it pulsed in my throat, right where his lips began to hover. "As beautiful as what hangs in the Louvre, and just as forbidden to touch." -------------------------------------------------------------- Someone stole the Weeping Widow. The priceless artwork is gone, ripped from its place on the wall and leaving only broken glass behind. The pride of Whitehill Museum and Art Gallery fell victim to heists in the night, and the museum is determined to find the painting and nail the culprit. He's been hired to protect Whitehill and keep the rest of the art safe. She's been labelled the main suspect after being found at the scene of the crime. Both with a job to do at the museum, and both determined to fix broken reputations. But the biggest question of all haunts the exhibits they roam: who stole the Weeping Widow? They painted her the villain. He's learning art is open for interpretation. *A stand-alone spinoff of "In Love and Diplomacy"*

After spending five millennia imprisoned and bound in The Abyss, the demon Azathoth is finally released by a valiant sorceress. Now he must convince the only girl who can seemingly unbind his powers to do just that before his time runs out. His plan? He'll just have to make her fall in love with him. ***WARNING*** This book is intended for 18+ readers. It contains LOTS of explicit smutty sex scenes, mature language, mild drug use, violence, and gore.

A 15th century Moldavian warlord makes a deal with a goddess and sacrifices himself for his fallen army. Now after being reincarnated into modern times, he finally meets his mate. A commitment-phobe human girl who's traveled to Moldavia to stomp on grapes at a vineyard over the summer. Once he begins uncovering who he truly is and what was done, he realizes that he must choose between his mate's life, and breaking the lycan's dark curse. -EARLY CHAPTERS AVAILABLE WITH PATREON- ***WARNING*** This book is intended for 18+ readers. It contains explicit smutty sex scenes, mature language, violence, and gore.

Ridgewood’s bad boy Mason, a sexually frustrated tornado, carrying his demons. He bares old and fresh wounds. A flood of new drama surfaces when he took an interest in Alexis, a sassy hot-head. Yet another chained to demons of her own, and forced her to question if she was truly okay. But what does he stand to gain?

All Ivetta wants is a steady paycheck and consistent hours. Her mother’s health is failing fast, and she has to earn enough money to keep paying the mounting doctor's bills. Getting a job as a palace maid seems like the answer she needs, even if she has a long commute. Prince Chevalier, the Second Prince of Rhodolite, has a reputation for being a cruel, heartless monster. If it weren’t for her circumstances, Ivetta would have quit after the first day. She never expects him to come to her rescue when disaster strikes. Suddenly, he’s the only person with whom she truly feels safe, allowing the roots of an unlikely and impossible romance to take hold. Threats force them closer together, and the mysteries of the past come to bear. A glimmer of hope for a brighter future blossoms in the darkness. Maybe, on the other side of pain and heartbreak, is the fairytale ending Ivetta never dreamed was possible. ***** Tales of Feathers and Flora: Book One, Act One (The Maid) ***** Estimated reading time: 14 hours, 44 minutes

[COMPLETED ON WATTPAD] BOOK ONE of the LACKING HUMANITY SERIES * * * For years these same four walls haunted this young she-wolf. Humans ran every aspect of her life since the day she arrived. Her cell is laced with silver. All overseen by a dark warden who hides behind a line of scientists who control and create torturous experiments to understand her kind. And to round it all out, a guard who thrives on taunting her. This has been her life for as long as she can remember. But one faithful day, Sage's unknowing prayers above had sent her a valent ally...Or two. Yet after escaping the clutches of such an unknown and dark force, is freedom really what she expected? Can she co-exist with her own kind after everything she's endured? Can she adapt and learn to have a sense of humanity? * * * Lacking Humanity: Crescent Moon (Book One) 150,000 to 160,000 words

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(#2) Noxborough has fallen and the Red Sun is rising. The terrifying grey beasts have shown their true faces, and a new era has begun. The love between the young lady and the Grey Warlord is put to the test as the world they both live in has very little place for a love such as theirs. Meanwhile, the bloodbath in the North has sent shockwaves across the continent. Everyone knows—the Demons have come, and the end is nigh.

Reed Sterling is trained. Precise. Powerful. He's on the fast track to becoming well known in the private security business... until an ambitious, beautiful woman and her dog need protection. Suddenly, Reed Sterling isn't so prepared anymore. Ambition. Grit. Drive. Twenty-four year-old Avery Woodsen has clawed her way up the political ladder and is finally one step closer to her dream. One step closer to DC. Her time at the Attorney General's office has come to an end, and she is prepared to move up another rung. She has sacrificed everything for this. But when the newly retired ex-Attorney General is targeted, Avery finds herself in the crosshairs. Will the security team sent from Greystone Security be enough? Will the trained, handsome man forced to be her protective shadow be able to keep her away from danger? Or will her desire to move up in her career have too strong of a pull? Or is what's tugging her not her career at all, but Reed Sterling? Trust no one. Except him.

Iris is an orphan leading what she considers a normal life. As the oldest in Father John's care, she works hard to help bring in the money needed to feed and clothe the younger children, and she does it without complaint. Everybody in town knows and loves her. Someday, she'll get married and start her own family, and she’s okay with that. She wants normal. Normal is safe and good. But a war looming over her country threatens the safety and normalcy she desires. Char and his brother Rath are dragons and certified troublemakers. They're a pain in their commanding officer's side and a favorite at parties, especially among the girls. But when Char’s familiarity with humans earns him a routine scouting mission, he finds more trouble than he could have ever anticipated in the form of a simple orphan girl. Then magic invades that simple orphan girl’s life, and everything they all know is turned upside down. Iris is suddenly the center of a war between dragons and humans, and the only person she can turn to for help is Char, a stranger she isn’t even sure she can trust. Char is too impulsive to stay out of the tangled web of magic tightening around Iris, even if that means lying to his brother and risking his life to keep her out of the hands of a psychotic mage. Nowhere is safe. Nothing is normal. Nobody is trustworthy. And the power to end the war and save them all may lie in the hands of a girl shackled with magic she doesn't understand and can't control. ***** A Song and a Storm: Book One

Haunted by the memory of the only girl he had loved, Arden will go through his life, being unable to fill the gap she left when he lost her. What will happen when his true mate comes along and the will of the Moon Goddess bends him to his knees? Book 2 of Stone Claws and Ashes.

After Raelynn finds out she's pregnant by her ex, she stacks on clothing and tries to hide the growing bump. It's only a matter of time before he finds out, though, because men like Maksim Kuznetsov have the world tucked into their back pocket.

All Ivetta wants is a steady paycheck and consistent hours. Her mother’s health is failing fast, and she has to earn enough money to keep paying the mounting doctor's bills. Getting a job as a palace maid seems like the answer she needs, even if she has a long commute. Prince Chevalier, the Second Prince of Rhodolite, has a reputation for being a cruel, heartless monster. If it weren’t for her circumstances, Ivetta would have quit after the first day. She never expects him to come to her rescue when disaster strikes. Suddenly, he’s the only person with whom she truly feels safe, allowing the roots of an unlikely and impossible romance to take hold. Threats force them closer together, and the mysteries of the past come to bear. A glimmer of hope for a brighter future blossoms in the darkness. Maybe, on the other side of pain and heartbreak, is the fairytale ending Ivetta never dreamed was possible. ***** Tales of Feathers and Flora: Book One, Act Three (The Princess) ***** Estimated reading time: 11 hours, 57 minutes

Born with the curse of having to share his body and conscience with the worst possible companion, Idris struggles to control a part of himself that he can’t get rid of, no matter how much he tries. Enter his mind as he battles himself over control for his own life against his wolf, King. King is mighty and strong but a mother fucking jerk, and his only entertainment is to make his human’s clean and organised life a living hell. Who can Idris rely on when King’s recessive side of his mind is willingly throwing him into the worst possible situations and the other part would pull him away from experiencing life's simple pleasures, and ultimately keeps him from living? What would happen when King gets fed up with Idris, starts keeping secrets from him, and begins plotting behind his back?

Luciano Gevona thought he had seen it all, and then he met Karine Kuznetsov- a five-foot-nothing, ball of fire that evaporates his sanity.

One second I'm at the NASA headquarters, and the next second, I'm teleported to an alien planet and land on the territory of a pissed off alien. I'm terrified and lost, but hey, at least the view is nice. Who knew aliens could be so hot? [Can be read as a standalone]

It was supposed to be all fun and games. When an injured Alpha Kaden comes to my office, I do what any sensible doctor would do and tend to his wounds. Somewhere along the light touches and eye contact, I ended flat on my back on the patient bed, my alpha buried so deep inside me that I could taste his tip on my tongue. We needed more of each other, so we agreed to a Friends with Benefits arrangement. No attachments, no drama, only fucking. It was supposed to be easy, but I should have known Alphas are greedy. Kaden got a taste of me, and demands more. I'm soon tossed into a world of jealousy and secrets, all while getting my body programmed to only obey its alpha. Kaden fucks so good, and drives me insane even better. It only takes a few tumbles in bed to realise that we are way in over our heads.

The dragons came and set everything on fire. Why does this particular monster burn me so slowly?

Charlie always dreamed of a grand adventure - of saving her planet. It was why she signed up to be one of the few to traverse across the vastness of space in a ship she'd only heard stories of as a child. The journey taking five years was only a small price to pay for the chance at bringing salvation back to Earth. But when she arrives at the place she thought would be the answer to all of Earth's problems, she finds new problems are waiting for her in the form of very big territorial alien beasts - who seem to take an unhealthy interest in her. There is no escape. (TW: mature graphic content and non-consensual themes. I'm serious, it gets dark.)

(Book 2 of the See No Evil trilogy) It's been two years since Haley Sinclair lived through the most traumatic event of his life. A lot of things have changed. Some for the better, and some... Well, most haven't changed for the better at all, and all of it comes down to the same thing: there is nothing good about being a shapeshifter. He's forced to admit the things he once thought were good for him are no longer working, but saying goodbye is a lot easier said than done.

"Raiden." "Wrath." "Lycan." It doesn't matter which name you call him. They're all the same broken man. For committing an atrocity, Raiden received a divine curse. It would take years of wandering in isolation before he earned the Moon Goddess's​ forgiveness. Along with that came a mate; one with raven hair and the spirit of a thousand suns that burned as intensely as Raiden's wrath.

Stolen from her mansion in the middle of the night Tharissa Bax finds herself in a precarious position; she has become embroiled in a political rift between three races of the great forest. The Shifters, a race of men who become wolves, Dragon Lords, a race of men who become dragons, and humans, a race without any seeming advantages...her race. But her father has set out to change that, to pass a law that would void a thousand year old treaty that offers human women to the Dragon Lords in exchange for their city's protection. Oddly, her kidnappers, Shifter rogues, don't seem against her father's law, they are intent on pushing it through. And she is rescued from them by the last men she would expect. The Dragon Lords. And one Dragon Lord in particular sparks her attraction and lust like nothing she has ever known. Could father's perceptions of the race be wrong? It seems it is time for her to reassess everything she thought she knew about the world outside of her pampered mansion. Should she take this opportunity to be more than what she has been raised to be? Can she find out who is behind the attempt on her life? Can she live with what she discovers?

Kentucky 1875 –– Cavanaugh, Jamison, Ian and Andrew are four brothers torn apart by life and by tragedy and drawn back together because of the same. Granting a wish to their dying mother, Mary, a healer called in to help their ailing mother, sends the brothers on a journey. A journey to heal, to grow, to forgive and to love. A journey that will take the gun toting, horseback riding, tough as nails brothers to a place very different from the home they know. Kentucky 2011 –– Nicole lives a lonely, simple life. A life void of excitement. She'd been burned enough times in her life to know that tragedy was normal and everyone eventually hurt you. Her quiet life is ripped to pieces the day she discovers four cowboys in her empty house claiming to be from 1875. Can she help the brothers learn what they were sent to learn and find a way back home? Or are they truly there to teach her a lesson in trust and love? Read this story of healing, love, hope, pain, loss, friendship and family to find out!

FULL STORY ON PATREON- COMPLETED ******** A race of all-male warriors has descended upon Earth. The competition is fierce and claims upon women are permanent...unless you have a right. Ellie will fight tooth and nail to refuse the Varkari from what they deem theirs, but some are cut from a different cloth and know just how to get what they want. At what point is nature stronger than the force of will? ******** I met his eyes again, a fatal mistake, and drowned in the depths of blackness, electricity shooting down my bones, my knees bending slightly. I stared into the predator's pupils as he looked straight through every barrier I tried to put up and analyzed every response of my body. He took one heavy inhale, muscles rippling and expanding over his massive torso, and knew. He fucking knew everything. "By right of First Token, I claim this female as mine."

When Brayla wakes up far from Earth on a different planet, she is determined to stay positive and make the most of her situation. The Varkari, a fierce and primal race has collected many women from her planet and intends to introduce them to their own. A competition is proposed to present only the best of Varkar's males as potential mates. The women watch from safety as they compete in tests of strength and wit to earn their affections. Ultimately, Brayla must choose a winner or one will be chosen for her. What happens when there is more than one male seeking her attention?

Book #2 in the Serrano Bodyguard series!

Rachel, a junior assistant in the cargo bay, wasn't prepared for the spaceship's AI to gain awareness during what should have been a routine update, nor had anyone expected it to take exception to the crew and the crates of illegal cargo aboard. Rachel races against time to try and get life-saving systems back online while stranded in the middle of deep space. Unfortunately for her, the AI can access every system, door, and airlock. As truths emerge, the AI realizes that even computers can make miscalculations, and it focuses on the young woman who had dared to confront it. Rachel is left floundering when the AI decides that she would make an excellent captain, albeit one in need of training. As she struggles to learn her new duties and dodge shady government groups, she must ultimately discover what it truly means to be a Starship Captain. The polished version of this rough draft is available on Amazon, Kobo, and B&N.

Book #4 in the Serrano Bodyguard series!

(Book 1 of the See No Evil trilogy.) When Gus Reed moves to Larkwood, a small town with too much money, nobody wants to be friends with him for a multitude of reasons, the most important one being that he doesn't have any. Money, that is. It's a tale as old as time, except apparently for Haley Sinclair, the richest kid in town... who is not who he seems. Then again, neither is Gus.

Woman. Virgin. Sex slave. Three words that describe Gayriel on the day she is to be sold into service. But words could be deceiving, and so could she. Because there was nothing she wouldn't do to walk the world free, never to suffer a touch she did not desire. She expected it would be difficult, and she expected it would be dangerous—the very act of escape would forfeit her life if she was caught. What she didn't expect was him. Dynarys Firestriker, general of the Amber Aerie guard. Dragon Lord. Half Breed. His very blood is a legacy he must fight to overcome, and slipping a female spy into his enemy's midst is the easiest way to prove himself. But the slave he chooses for the task is anything but easy. Worse, she tempts his beast, a complication he definitely doesn't need. Not with a traitor in his Aerie and one in his delegation. Can he rein in control long enough to salvage his mission? Does he even want to? They say a dragon's mate is the pinnacle of what it means to love...what of a dragon's slave?

(#1) Lady Juniper becomes an ambassador when the city of Noxborough is visited by an army of elite Kas warriors, the Demons of the North—the Grey Ones. Everyone knows an invasion is imminent, and it falls upon Juniper's shoulders to appease the foreign, giant, grey-skinned Warlord. When the two widely different cultures clash, Juniper discovers that the world might not be as she always thought it was, or perhaps it will never change. One thing is for certain—her world will never be the same.

A night of passion, leads Gabriella Ross into the arms of a Mafia Boss, to escape her abusive ex.

Mira-Jane was shiftless werewolf. To make matters worse she was an Alpha's first born. Having Alpha's blood run through your veins and unable to shift was unheard of and was now the outcast of the pack. A sudden invasion turns her world upside-down as she is taken prisoner to a farway place. Mira now has to try and survive in a place that hates her kind and looks for every oppportunity to hurt her. This place was the last place she expected for love to bloom. Commander Xander Smoke thought he had seen all that was to be seen in this world. During one of his conquests he runs into a small but fiesty she-wolf that captivates him. For the first time in a long long time...he feels.

Ten years have passed since the world fell to the werewolves, Kara was fourteen when she saw the monsters take over human beings and divide them up like herds. At sixteen, a werewolf told her it was her mate, marking her forever with a deadly bite, at seventeen she had her first child and at eighteen she saw the beast that claimed to be her soulmate turn into a deadly alpha. Since then, she has been planning how to be free again.

Book #3 in the Serrano Bodyguard Series!

Alejandro tightened his arms around her. “Go back to sleep.” He mumbled groggily against her forehead as he placed his lips against her skin, the pressure soothing her otherwise erratically beating heart. She hummed in response and snuggled closer to him, closing her eyes briefly before they quickly opened again, momentarily startled. Tears stung her eyes and she pushed away from him slightly. The slither of moonlight that escaped from the gap in between her curtains high lighted his face for her hungry, deprived eyes to feast on. Not believing it, she hesitated briefly before reaching forward to stroke his jaw tenderly, her caress gentle. He leaned into her touch and closed his eyes in bliss. He had missed this. A sob threatened to escape her as she drank in the sight of him. Pulling her back to him, Alejandro placed another kiss on her forehead, his lips lingering there, brushing against her skin as he spoke. “I meant what I said, when I said I took my job seriously. I intend to guard you and your body with my life.”

Do second chances really exist? Kai and Katie were child sweethearts who fell apart before their love could really blossom. Ten years later, they have faced broken hearts, incredible losses and unimaginable hardships. For Kai, Katie was always the one who got away. To Katie, Kai was her first love and the one who broke her heart. Reunited, can they pick up where they left off? Or is there too much history to find that perfect chemistry?